morning woke up ... saw 7 already ai yo have to chiong for sch, pm1 today got important presentation... but sigh ...... i look at my phone ...... caiyi (woohoo should be happy) but after i read it i was stunned ...... i reread and reread multiply times ...... i ... was hoping was still somewhere in lalaland and wake up fast... 3rd day and ... and ... wa dunno how to say ... i did something wrong ? or i not good enough ? or maybe she scare somehow i be like her ex or something ...... alot came through my mind ...... i want know something which i duno ... i dun care if you are problematic, your skin or anything (i love the way who you are). i will wait be there until you forget about past ......
going to school quite shag ... i didn't want to think, it's pulling me apart ...... i tried escaped ... and i always got pulled back into reality ...... questions thrown to me and i didn't know what to do ......
final questions came to my mind ...
why would things make worst ?, why can't understand more ?
I wish you could tell me what's on your mind and not keeping to yourself. I not pressuring you anything but just words from you, i'll make it come true even it does hurts. I want you to be happy not be sad and crying. If i'm not the star you reach for, i hope there is stars fall for you like shooting star.
