people does change but do they or lets say we change really THAT fast ..... it's been only few weeks ...... one time you was telling *secret* but then next week was acting against wat you said to me ......
i was confused and even somehow felt negatively ... like not knowing which is you at all, telling truth or just me as replacement/toy ...... friend said just let it be normal but how can i be normal when things aren't ...... it been stuck in my mind like chewing gem that refuse to get off.
Story
Once bearbear had 3 closest person till now he cared about. One, knew at start of his turning point of life where despair just caught him, bring him closer but harmless from the path he need to be. Second, which he came across at that very road, which motivate him by walking along side. Third, for that goal, destiny brought them together tho things works against each other, for the sources they helped each other.
One day, third one bid farewell once got what she needs, hoping next time will come together when common destination brings again. Bearbear just felt being used of he is. Trouble and sadness doesn't come alone. Second one had when out to town regularly, leaving him on spot clueless, only to came back with stories but found out to be opposite of whats said. Once again, negative feeling of betrayed sip into his soul. In the shade of the tree in the star filled sky. Hand touched his shoulder, felting the presence, bear manage a weak smile, wonder when will the path for her part him again.
Right now, one has gone, one with unknown but bearbear knows there is sure one left beside him and he going to keep it for as long as he goes. 
