<body> Lost In Beauty-
Know me ......

SRMF
Lee Wei Xiong
aka Bear Bear

~Male
~24 years old
~31th August 1990
~Virgo
~bearbear_1990@hotmail.com
~98256734

 

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  • January 2010
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  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • June 2010
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • July 2011
  • May 2014

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    Warm hands

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    26 July 2010


    Feeling cold, i hug my blooster but it still very cold. Morning rain usually very cold and shiok, somehow just not enough warm to keep me asleep. That's what's bad for those who didn't like air-con, well i didn't have a air-con before to start off with. My room ? Was just a shared room with my sister younger by one year, one side full of my dad work stuff which fill up 1/3 of room space and a full build-in shelf desk. Seen small, i been wishing living in a better family, a better place. Ha ...... there goes the negative side of me again.

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    Climb out of bed, thinking i should better hurry up cause i already late to meet rest. Well only few person i wish i be meeting only but guess that not impossible as they already know other for like 2 years or more plus the relationship, just not possible. Till now, i do not know where i stands. IF one day i have mind reading skill, it would be much easier for my heart and mind. I would know what they thinking and do something. Being (dunno what that called, dunno any of their thoughts), is torturing me. Always cutting my emotion and feeling into half.

    Going Taxation class was like holding a knife slashing at my wrist. Just can't stand her lecturing(good way)/nagging(bad way) non-stop once she got bit of break in between questions. And what worst is just starting ...... lecturing was for next 2 hours. Dam it ......

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    The pro me that live by name, sleeping beauty, just slept through the whole thing =.="' if this was known by my parents, i be real dead ...... seriously dead. Let not talk about this ... what great coming was lunch. Eating in blessing (in chinese) very much disagree. Disagree more when you eating "yucky" food instead of "yummy". The lemon chicken rice really suks la. Just some weird taste, wish i had just go buy Japanese food when there is no wantan mee.

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    Brought ice-cream from muffin shop in our school. We had become lab rats to test the new mocha. Well not bad ...... slowly go up to class. Somehow ms chan had her menopause =.="'. We not even late and come out scolding us, threatening us to throw away ice-cream and go inside or she lock the door. End up same lecturing and doing a survey. I gave a very un-bias survey, the very truth for her but what's the use. Just gonna another ms dion. Now you know why student tend to "pong" school/class. Teachers had been student before but just didn't understand what we thinking. Cause they not student anymore. Finally class just ended with lots of ADA papers *happy happy* Got things to do. Somehow vincent made ms heng unhappy, not sure why but well enough for a not angry teacher or get bit pissed but still on her control.

    Somethings just can't get out of my heart. I'm just another one who help her in studies, one she forgets when times goes. Had someone noticed ? By writing day of story doesn't make me tear. What make me tear always the last paragraph. The words that came from place that deeper then the dept of the sea, further then plane could reach.

    ~the beauty exposed~