Today i could wake up late cause there is no S&W. What's S&W ? Do you know PE ? Ya just a better way of calling it, Sports & Wellness. However i woke up after 3 nightmares in a row. Now that i recap, i can't remember much expect that the fact one's about my dad, one about tkd and one about her. People say dreaming was because of unrest mind at work. I could say definitely true and i hate it. Dajavu will happen ever seen that time i was small about going mushroom farm till recently vision of a guy sitting opposite bench while i chatting with my friend. It way creep!
The moment i got to school on this rainy day, ms chan had already start nagging ... "aw crap". Yup, i only go school just for that 2 hour but i did had a plan with friends to study and that's what i hoping for only. We had a bite before going library study. Thinking they will not notice the bottle of F&N grape under my jacket, i walk to the table. Our school was like going downward instead of stories. One of the teacher was sharp enough to caught me while i walking down the staircase. Well, can't help but put it back into my bag. After few hour, it just starting to make me frustrated. The amount that can't be balanced. Actually more of funny how i study. Put on my earpiece, take out left side and answer questions. Put it back on just to take out right side and answer another question. By the end of 5pm, i think i did nothing meaningful. I still stucked.
Feeling rather bad, i wanted to go ranning. Ha, how stupid of me thinking of ranning with my right instep still throbbing with sharp pain often. Stress, pain, think i would rather choose pain. At least you know how to get rid of it without thinking what will happen after that. Met Lucas and Ruifang change my plan of going home to put my stuff. So we even chat and joke around abit with her teacher before going to hougang.
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At bus was just sleeping time for everyone. Taking 72, it took quite sometime and enough to get rid of tiredness. Didn't know what kind of tiredness but i bet sure have somewhere somehow. *Woke up by a slight tap* "Ya? Reached ?", i asked lucas. Looking around the bus and outside, the environment just different. People around was like standing up and the error beeping sound coming from underdeck was just loud and continuous. "What happened?". "Not sure le". A school boy sitting opposite asked me what happened as well. Guess he's like us, been sleeping all the way. Think we should just get down bus. After that then found out from bus diver that something wrong with the bus cause it is *dancing* O.O Ya dancing is what he said. It just 4-5 stops from hougang cc, instead of walking, we waited for another one to came by just because quite lazy to walk. The traffic was rather too smooth to be truth. Normally just got jams.
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Four of us when for the usual ranning route. I would feel that i'm not up to standard. I was wearing my heavy school ranning shoes from new balance, making my legs getting tired faster. When i reach the second bus-stop, the tired sensation wash over my body. Somewhat, i keep my pace and the 101 advice of mine, "Never stop ranning even it kills you". Definitely, stopping would kill you more due to the energy you need to spend to get back on and distance you lose compare to slow ranning. Well, didn't hit into the 12 minute record by ...... 5 seconds ! Dammit ! Lucas and yiting all dropped but ruifang improved greatly.
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Just then sir wei kang came. I just didn't know he already reach CC. Normally we would expect him to come not that early. Well here goes the training. It was very much first time learning unarmed combat. Interesting stuff i would say. Throughout i was thinking "Oh~ This was easy! Wow!"
Still the few of us had to work hard. Sacrifices was made to make us grow. A effort that not definitely bare equivalent result but still put hopes in us. Modding us from a slab of clay into a beauty art. The passion of flame inside supports the making of it. I really wish we will last till the end, getting to the goal together despite people's un-supportive comments.
