The more i think, the more i want to find. The more i find, the more i stays blank. The more i blank, the more i feel sad. The more i sad, the more i dunno what to do.
Coincidence i found out. Fate it turn out. Destiny i figure out.
Xiaomei fatfat maybe right, going too fast think brought her back to think of past. Shall not rush, leave it as it is. Let the river of life flow it course.
Now what later will be friendly which i do not know how it will be. The standard i'm in ...sigh... but promised someone to fight to end, be the very best. Having high morale is having half the battle won. Starting morale (month ago): |||||||||| Now morale (right now): |||||||||| Seriously didn't know how i can continue after being crippled and self-inflicted.
Shall today be my last day standing on this earth, will you remember me ?
