Count down of 1 month to another match ...... this time i really dunno what to do. See the encouragement from ... just make whole of me heavy. Will i get headshot this time ? Will i be able to think clearly ? Will i ignore everything and just be a player in the ring ?
Why do i have to get selected ...... while my friends are out ...... i'm not that strong as i look ... Why ... WHY .... WHY !!! Whats my motivation this time ?